I've
 always heard the staying, "It takes as long as it takes," but dang. 
Best laid plans aside, I didn't finish my five-book YA Paranormal 
Thriller series in six months. Not even in a year. The year-and-a-half mark is fast approaching, and I'm still trekking along.
Pesky health issues that affected my energy levels and focus ssssslllllloooowwwed my pace to a turtle's stroll.
First
 off, no whining or complaints here. I've continued to draft, put in, 
revise, edit, and polish. Still... Okay, maybe a mini whinefest, in that
 I realize and know in every fiber of my being how much I am capable of 
accomplishing, if it weren't for those uber frustrating health issues. 
Recently, I came across this quote: 
Never
 give up on a dream, just because of the time it will take to accomplish
 it. The time will pass anyway. -- Earl Nightingale.
No, I am not yet published. Nope,
 I have not made any money with my books, a little hard to do when 
they're not finished and/or published and all. So many story and series 
ideas, just waiting... Many, many more books to be written.
However,
 I have not fully written these. Book #1 goes on to the formatter in the
 next week or so. Book #2 is one-third of the way into the revision 
process.
And, true to form for this past year, that dratted dreaded health issue is back. More doctor's appointments coming up.
Yet, everyday, I drag myself to the computer and work on this series.
Why?
Because this series waited a long time to be written. After all, there's that writer part of me that must write, so it stands
 to reason I must finish these books. IF they were lackluster and 
sub-par, I would, surprisingly, have no problem setting them aside and 
moving on; however, they do have a bit of oomph to them, if I do say so 
myself.
Besides,
 it's not the story or the actual revision that's slowing me down, it's 
the level of fatigue, disrupted sleep, and focus challenges that block 
me from making the kind of progress I would like to make.
Ideally,
 I'd be cranking out a finished book a month. My logical mind, 
creativity, and process are up to it. I, however, physically am not. 
Therefore, out of kindness to myself, I am tacking each day, trying to 
accomplish as much as possible on one day at a time, without setting any
 further goals than that of the day before me.
Today I 
cull repetative words and phrases from as many chapters as feasible 
possible. Tomorrow I do the same. I keep plugging. And 
eventually...before I realize it, I'll have a finished book. Then 
another one. Then another. As I turtle along.
Earl 
Nightingale was correct. No matter how I spend my time, time passes 
anyway. As a writer, I can't imagine a better way to fill my days.

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